| Brittany has options? This is a first. It never worked this way before. I liked it better when I didn't. |
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| So I was looking at myself in the mirror today and you know what? I'm happy. Happy with the way I look and feel about it. I love my hair. I think that's the biggest reason I can say this. Its not in a pony tail any more and it makes me feel great specially for the fact I can pull of short hair. My body. Well it's not exactly what I want but when it comes down to it I don't mind it. Yeah I have the fat under my arms, I don't have abs, and my boobs are small. One, I'm working on it, two, I'm working on, three, I can't do anything about em. But overall I'm content with myself. Felt like sharing the positive attitude. |
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| I can't let you go, but despite what I want it's happening. Your no longer in the picture. I'm forgetting what it's like. The atmosphere, the look, and feel. The fact that I can't remember and I'm forgetting hurts so much. I can't help but feel responsible for your destruction. 11.28.08. You've been gone now for four months now and I still can't bear it. The day you are gone from the gas station from my site is the end of my world. And I will go back into mourning even more than before because seeing you your still apart of me. |
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| Dear God,
Thank you. I know I may not be the most religious, go to church every Sunday, or agree with some beliefs of Roman Catholics, but I do have my faith and you on my side. I wish there was something I can do more than simply say thank you. Thank you for watching over me and keeping me in good health. You gave me a miracle. Even though my religious ideas and thoughts are unclear and don't truly show, there are some things you will always have of mine; my faith and my heart.
Love, Brittany. |
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